23/4/2020

Today is the worst day ever because i cannot do anything, my hands are shaking, my eyes get puffy, and get swollen eyelids. I cried alot for 2 days. I dont know what to do. Im hurt, sad, I can't stop crying. I locked myself in my room, I cannot sleep and I cannot feel anything. I didn't feel want to eat anything today bcs Im loss appetite. It's like my heart feels heavy. You know it's hard to accept the fact? Yes I deserve all of this..