Today is the third day I'm having a fever, flu and sore throat. But I won't take a rest and laying down on the bed for a whole day so today I decided to go to school and attended for two extra classes which is Math and Art classes. If I didn't go to school today, I'll be missed what teacher will teach for each of chapters so I went to school even though i'm not feeling well today and still weak. Well then, today I'm really loss of appetite. I have to eat because I need to eat the medicine. So today is not the lucky day for me. When I arrived home, I was laying down on my bed and opened the whatsapp message, I saw someone text me
"Okay thanks for the pictures. Sayang kau ellya (love love emoji)"
Suddenly I became so emotional and take out my laptop. It makes me remind to Dina. Since her phone was confiscated by the prefect that day, she really changes now. When I said "Hi Dina" and she ignores me. But I wonder why she's just talking to Hani and not me? Nevermind, maybe she needs some space. So I didn't talk to her since Wednesday. Yesterday, Wani told me "Kenapa dgn dina tu? dia dah berubah sekarang. serious ellya, wani terasa dengan dia. taktau la kenapa sampai nak benci pengawas sangat pastu wani yang kena" and I told wani "sabar la wani. ellya pun banyak kali dah kena dengan dina. siapa yang tak sedih kan kawan yg kita rapat buat mcm tu? takpe la bagi dia ruang"
Hasya told me the same thing too "Dina badmood lagi ke? Hari ni kan boleh tuntut phone dia?" And i'm just nodding without saying anything.
On wednesday, Dina and Hani's phone were confiscated by the prefects and they saw the guys who had took a selfie with Haji Khairom while he singing on the stage so that's why Dina and Hani were not satisfied what they had saw. They asked the prefect girl "Diorang selfie kat depan, Haji khairom rilek je. Kenapa phone kitaorang kena rampas?" and all of sudden the prefect told them "Lepas ni kitaorang nak buat spotcheck" When I heard that I felt worried to Hasya and Shalieza because they brought their phone.
Hasya also brought her phone so that's why Hasya asked me to go out from the school hall because she scared if the prefects will make a spotcheck. But unfortunately, the prefects asked us to get in to the school hall. Hasya seems really chill because she told me "Ellya jangan buat muka cuak nanti pengawas boleh syak" So we just sat around the prefects, behind the students and we were watching for the performance there. But luckily there is no spotcheck and Hasya's phone was safe.
Dina still in that way, she still ignores us and make our heart feels hurt. I don't know what can I do. I saw Dina was threw her pensil box from her desk. This is not the first time she ignores me, last year she had never ignore me. But now, I sat beside her but she seems don't like me to sit besides her. She whispering with Hani and their eyes were looking at me. One day, I gave up with them, I felt sad. I'm crying in my class and they just act like nothing happened. Luckily Hasya was there and she said "Kat universiti nanti ellya akan dapat ramai kawan. jangan nangis" My heart felt really hurt that time but when I heard Hasya told me like that, I had realised. They are just my friends for temporary.
I've learn everything about friendship. A true friendship will not push you down but they will encourage you when you feel down. I hope I'll get my true friend one fine day :)
