A Glance at 2015

Assalamualaikum wbt friends! I miss to post something new in my blog. How fast time flies. It's 2015 now and I am 17 years old. Ya Allah, I am so grateful to be born on 1998. Because when I was 15 years old which is I am form 3, there's no need to be worried about PBS or even PT3. I heard many of batch of 99' said that PT3 was really difficult and yes, of course my brother was a PT3 candidate too and he told me about how difficult PT3 was. Now, my brother is 16 years old and he gets 5 of literature book? Wow that's amazing. My literature textbook when I was form 4, I just only get one book. Okey. I realise that Ministry Of Education wants to make form 1, 2 and 3 having a high thinking in education or other words are....to make them 'suffer'? I am really do not agree with this concept of education but maybe PT3 has a benefit for PT3 candidates? I guess so. Well, it's time to be matured and grow up fast haha.

So now I will face for a big examination which is SPM. I don't know how to describe what I feel right now. I just think that how to turn back the time hahaha no way and never. I don't know whether I'm scared or I'm happy because I just have 1 year to spend time with my friends in school, gone away and waiting for the result of SPM on 2016. Sometimes I feel that I had wasted my time in scrolling from one Instagram to another. What a waste of time. Yes, you consider me as an internet addict. admit it. I bought a new revision and exercise books and I was really excited when I get a new books. So then, I fell aslept on my bed. What a failure.

I do realise that the big exam is just about 8 months away, yet I still fail to discipline myself during the school holidays.

Dear self, please wake up!

As a student of SPM candidate, I really need some advise and motivator to wake me up and go to study and squeezing my brain to memorise and remember something that I had studied. I think 65% of 100% I had memorising what I had studied for a long time I've been in form 4. I really need to wake up.

I had uninstalled Instagram and Facebook so that I can focus on my studies and no excuses for studying.
If these didn't work on me, I really have to ask my dad to uninstall for the WIFI. Haha that is so ridiculous. Then how if there any necessary things I have to search such as my assignments, oral and task? Oh man, I really deadlocked with this thing.

And I uninstalled all of the time wasting apps. At least, until the big exam is over. Yeah.


Bye. See ya next time.

Sincerely, me.